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scared, excited, scared, excited, scared, excited.

Thursday, April 15, 2010 Posted inALL

i know that i should be studying, but my mind is filled with thoughts of photography and dreams of the future. and i keep trying not to think about it, i keep trying to ignore it, because i know i have no choice but to wait, but honestly i’m getting anxious. i’m tired of waiting. i just want to finish now. i can’t wait to start all of the things i want to start. i can’t wait to see where life takes me. i can’t wait to figure myself out, to know which direction i’m going in with both my photography and the rest of my life. i cant wait. blah. its exciting and nerve wrecking all at the same time. scared, excited, scared, excited, scared, excited. but i’m more excited if i’m honest… i just want time to fly by. i’m so close i can feel it but not nearly close enough..

so, obviously, the studying isn’t very efficient. my mind’s a bit busy haha.

here are some shots from the other day. charlotte and i went for a walk with the family and then ended up staying behind and taking photos. we found some awesome locations though so we’re going to redo the shoot and plan it out a bit better, but i couldn’t resist posting these because i’m in love with them. normally i only shoot with my 50mm but most of these were shot with my wide angle lens because she encouraged me to try something different. charlotte is refreshing to hang out with.

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  • Emma

    I really love looking at your pictures! And what you say about wanting the time to move faster to the point where you want to be! I know exactly what you mean! Thanks for sharing these beautiful photos!

  • http://www.sherry-lu.com s h e r r y

    I am totally feeling ya. I’m just finishing up finals/papers for my last semester! And the motivation just isn’t there anymore. Especially since my major has nothing to do with photography. Hang in there… (These wide angle shots are awesome! :))

  • Charlotte

    i am LOVING THEESE

  • http://seannorman.com/blog Sean

    Love where you’re going, Alex. There’s no rush, just be eager for where you’re headed and the timing will be perfect. Things work for you :) They always seem to. The B&W is really, really neat. Very free.

  • http://www.lexipetreephotography.com Lexi

    I am EXACTLY where you are right now as far as being tired of waiting. I can’t wait to be done with college so I can fully start on JUST my photography and be able to do what I want to do. Glad you posted this! :) Gorgeous pictures as always. Love the last one!!